Fast Forward

Oh you never were a waste of time
And I’ve never lost so much sleep
It was your love, your love I couldn’t find
And the visions telling me I’m in too deep

There are questions, questions in our minds
And I know that I will find some way
And you really never told me the truth
But honestly I didn’t want it anyway

Now I’m sitting here talking with you in the rain
Watching all our dreams just disappear
Now I’m sitting here talking with you in the rain
The falling drops they all just look like tears

So fast forward the longest three damn years
And I wonder do you ever think of me
Time and time again just another casualty in my head
Why am I alone? Why can’t I call you?

Now I’m sitting here staring at you in the rain
Now that all my dreams have disappeared
Now I’m sitting here I’m staring at you in the rain
The falling drops they all just look like tears

So fast forward the loneliest five damn years
And your children all look just like you
Are you in love? Have you found your place?
With empty eyes the tears stream down your face

Now I’m waiting here I’m watching your life in the rain
You never thought it’d turn out quite this way
Now I’m waiting here I’m watching your life in the rain
I never thought that I’d be your mistake

All those things I never said
All those time you walked away
All I ever wanted was to hold you

Oh you never were a waste of time